It broke my heart for this day to arrive; a day that I had been planning to celebrate for quite some time... It's amazing how so many hopes and dreams can go up in smoke in only a matter of seconds- a part of me was taken in those seconds, a part of me that I will never get back. I want to go back, I want to relive, and I want to undo... but I can't. For some unknown reason that I will never understand, I'm supposed to go on. I'm being told to put one foot in front of the other and walk, while the one that taught me to walk is now missing. And after 9 months it's still hard; I still hurt, I still grieve, and I probably always will, but instead of always carrying the pain around, I want to learn to live again. It's going to take a lot of prayers, encouragement, and probably a little nudging, but I want to learn to live... only this time for 2! I want to stand for what he stood for, and build my life like he did- on solid ground.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
25th Anniversary
It broke my heart for this day to arrive; a day that I had been planning to celebrate for quite some time... It's amazing how so many hopes and dreams can go up in smoke in only a matter of seconds- a part of me was taken in those seconds, a part of me that I will never get back. I want to go back, I want to relive, and I want to undo... but I can't. For some unknown reason that I will never understand, I'm supposed to go on. I'm being told to put one foot in front of the other and walk, while the one that taught me to walk is now missing. And after 9 months it's still hard; I still hurt, I still grieve, and I probably always will, but instead of always carrying the pain around, I want to learn to live again. It's going to take a lot of prayers, encouragement, and probably a little nudging, but I want to learn to live... only this time for 2! I want to stand for what he stood for, and build my life like he did- on solid ground.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
9 months without you...





We had our backyard engraved on the stone with Briona, Baleigh, & I, my willow tree that he planted in October, and of course our puppy:)

Tuesday, July 28, 2009
A week's post in fast-forward!!
Saturday night I celebrated a good friend's birthday!! She cracks me up :)
We had a great time decorating/celebrating!!
Cherlyn & I at Adam & Allison's wedding...
Some good friends at George Strait's concert in Indy!!Last Monday, mom's side of the family went on a trip to Holiday World!! We had a 3-car caravan:)
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Bible School '09



_JM_
Monday, July 13, 2009
Jim Miller Classic





Team Prayer..
Jim Miller Classic wristbands..
The tourney held 20 teams that consisted of 8U, 10U, & 12U. We got to welcome each team and explain why the tourney was named the Jim Miller Classic.Describing this weekend brings me close to breathless. Words will never amount to Baleigh's "Angel in the Outfield" catch that saved the game, the pouring rain that was supposed to come,but didn't, or the win that we almost gave up on. I truly feel liked I was touched by an angel.. On the way home I saw the most beautiful sunset (it was too late to capture it all, but I tried:)) and it reminded me that no matter how far the east is from the west, I will never be seperated from the love of my Father and the miracles that He continues to bless my family with. As I looked at that sunset I pictured my dad standing in awe of Our Father and the weekend that He allowed to happen. Even though some days feel like years since I've felt the arms of the man that I miss so dearly, I know that I will never be able to outrun the love that he showered on my life, or the love that he will continue to pour on my life- no matter the coming months and years that continue to seperate us.
Thank you to all who were a part of this weekend! Your dedication will never be forgotten...
Loving you,
-JM-
Friday, July 10, 2009
This Coming Weekend..
**I'm sure I will have many, many pictures to post from this coming weekend!!
God Bless,
~JM~
Friday, July 3, 2009
Daddy's Little Girl..



















Memories that will last a lifetime...